Friday, September 29, 2006
Unknown feeling
Let this pain fade away. Let this love conquers all
New kind of feeling land on this heart
Its like breaking this heart until it fall apart
Never felt this kind of feeling before
I dont want this kind of feeling anymore
It hurts like this heart feel something is squeezing
It feels as though im dying
It feels as though im not breathing
The pain still remains
My hand shivering as the pain spreads through my veins
My heart feel uneasy as if it tied by a chain
Now,the pain conquers all
From the tip of my toe to the nerves of my brain
This feeling i dont want to contain
This feeling i cant explain
This feeling i cant maintain
This feeling drives me insane
Someone pls kill this pain
So i willb fine
and can never feel this or any kind of pain again
Im just so weak
Its like im forcing myself to breath n speak
When i think about myself
Is it better if go blind or deaf?
Am i the worst?
Im always the last can never be the first
With this last sentence
My veins from my hand,My nerves from my brain
The pressure make this whole thing burst!!
Im sorry for thinking and feeling this way . I dont know y? . Balme me if you want to .Its all my fault . I just want to say sorry to you . You know that I love you very much . Words is all that i have for you my dear . For some people words are just words . For me its the precious in life . Words can change a person life wif just a single word . It depends on what they say . All i want you to know i will never leave you. I know what youve gone through . I wont let you go through that again. Believe me my dear . Everyday Everytime, I pray for you so that you will b safe and happy always . I pray to god. Pray to look after you . If im asking too much from god . I just say let me be by her side always . Let me b always there when you needed the most . I Love You !!
Im sorry im not gd enuff like ur ex
Im sorry if i lack of anything that ur ex has
Im so sry
Haiz..
posted by shaiful at 9:18 AM
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Sunday, September 24, 2006
This Feeling will not die
I love you then
I love you now
I will do whatever i can
not to let this feeling die
which i will not allow
I love you still
This feeling is so real
This is what i always wanted to feel
For so long ive waited to let this feeling b
revealed
I will not leave
This feeling i truly treasure n believe
I juz want u to know that im always here
I juz want u to know that u always b my dear
For you,I will shed my blood n my tear
If u ever leave me and let this love dissapear
posted by shaiful at 1:00 AM
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Promises Sorries
The promises ive said
The promises ive made
The promises ive break
I think all of my promises are juz a fake
I know hearing my promises,
brreaking my promises u cant take,
tis is all juz my stupid mistake
My sorrys wont do any good
Saying sorry to u?
I dont know i think i should
Coz now my words are juz like a stone
difficult to get through,difficult to b blown
Haiz,I dont know if u still believe in me
Thinking of u hating me,its all that i see
You have the right to feel like that
Its all my fault
Im the one who u should feel angry at
Haiz..Begging u pls give me a chance
Let us get back to romance
Let me get back my promises
posted by shaiful at 9:38 AM
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Sunday, September 10, 2006
Words are juz words
You are the morning I long for,
You are the one who lights my day,
You encourage me to laughter,
And make my heartaches go away,
You are the reason I am living,
You make the storm clouds cease,
My heart swells within me,
As a glimpse of you I see,
You make my gray skies blue,
As your smile is my cue,
It's so wonderfully precious,
In your presence to be,
The day is now fleeting,
And soon will end,
Now, I am revealing my love for you-
No longer to pretend.
So, hold me close, my dear,
And never let me go,
I want no other,For I love you so
posted by shaiful at 8:16 AM
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Sunday, September 03, 2006
Missing and Loving You
Dear Ifa
When the wind blew
My mind fill the memories of me n you
This feeling is so strong,
Missing you is what i feel all along,
I cant hide it,
I wanna let ita all out bit by bit
Instead of doing the things i wanna do
but it just end up thinking bout you
Sitting here can make me cry
This feelling I cant deny
Remembering the days we met
These are the memories I cant forget
Sitting here all alone
Thinking how much this love have grown?
See how we manage to stay together on our own
I miss you.I miss you so much dear.I miss your voice.I miss your smile n laughter.I miss your hug.I miss you.I can say this everyday without getting tired.I can say this everydae n will not change the fact that I miss you.Looking at the time,every second,I keep thinking bout you.Thinking about the few days we met.Thinking from the start we love each other and never think the end of our love.Tears filled my eyes.Missing filled my heart.I know you say that i should smile n dun think too much of you but i cant help it dear.I keep thinking about you whatever i do,wherenever i go,whoever i talk to.I dun mind feeling this way because this is what my heart feel.I dun want to deny it.Im happy that I keep seeing you in my dreams.Im wondering if i could accompany you while you are sleeping,Kiss your eyes when you awake,Whisper in your ears saying that 'I love You'.Looking at the stars tonight,Wishing upon the stars tonight that you will b safe there,Give her guidance,Cover her with love.When i sat on the beach,wind blew,memories past by,Thinking about you filled my mind.Hearing the music that i sang to you.This feeling is so strong.This feeling is undeniable.Everytime I try to think bout something else,You are always in my mind.Its like the something else is You.Waiting for the day u come back.Waiting for the day we meet.Waiting for the day to hug you.Waiting for the day to say "I miss you so much dear".I cant wait to see you again dear.I Love You dear.
A song that I like to hear when I think about you
Artist: 98 degrees
Title: My Everything
The loneliness of nights alone
The search for strength to carry on
My every hope has seemed to die
My eyes had no more tears to cry
Then like the sun shines from up above
You surrounded me with your endless love
And all the things I couldn't see
Are now so clear to me
CHORUS
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything
Now all my hopes and all my dreams
Are suddenly reality
You've opened up my heart to feel
A kind of love that's truly real
A guiding light that'll never fade
There's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
For the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know
Chorus
OhYou're the breath of life in me
The only one that sets me free
And you have made my soul complete for all time
For all time
Chorus
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I praydown on bended knees
That you will always be
My everything, oh my everything
posted by shaiful at 10:54 AM
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