Wednesday, February 21, 2007
HEYY!
Its been so many days since ive updated. So here goes. School was okay i guess. Ppl are talking abt my hair. Okay i know. Its funny. Haha. N i didnt rebond my hair. Haha. I get 14/20 in surat. Haha. Stakat tu jer. Nvmd.
After school, accompanied GF home. Hehe. Like any other days. Then at home, on9 mcm biaser jugak. Chatted wif GF. N suddenly, i get an unexpected msg from ika(ccks). She needs someone to talk to. Tkkn nk biarkn dier nangis. Serba Salah. Aniwae shes my friend. Haha. Talked about her BF n her probs with him. Along the way talked about me n my GF. Craps along the way. So far. Eventhough she have a prob, she is someone great to talk to. N ika. Ur welcome. OKay.
YESTERDAY WAS FUN!!
Hehe. Met my GF. Wif ika( GF's cousin) and her BF(Ayie). Hah. n one blue coulurshirt guy. tk tahu saper n of course Zaa. The KEcoh girl. Haha. MEt at Orchard MRt. Walked from there to Plaza SIngapura. Bought ICE BLENDED MOCHA WITH WHIPPED CREAM AND CHOCOLATE CHIPS for me n my GF. OKay n i cant finish it. Too drunk. Haha. After that,proceed to esplanade. While walking to the rooftop, suddenly, ika n zaa bought us marshmellow chocolate for our 8 months anni. Isnt that so sweet of them?. Haha. At the rooftop,taking pics. Had fun there. Eventhough muke stone jer shaiful. I so love my GF. SHes the sweetest thing. Hehe.
Then,its time for us to go home. aww. Hoping to go out with her again.OKay la ppl. Gtg now. Finally updated
posted by shaiful at 3:45 AM
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Monday, February 12, 2007
I want us to b happy
Y do we fight?. I dont want to hurt you. I dont want to leave you. Haish. Its all my bloody fault. I admit its my fault. Its all abt my f*cking jealousy. Y do i have to feel this way?. Let me understand more abt life. I love her. I dont want to leave her. I wanna b better. Haish. I want us to b happy. I want to stay being happy with her. I dont want fights. I hate fights. I hate me. Y cant i be better?. Y cant i?. Haish. A short post. Im so fed up fo myself.
Iloveyou.
posted by shaiful at 3:40 AM
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Sunday, February 11, 2007
No title?
Heylow
Not in the mood actually but wth just update. Okay what happened this past few days. Ohh yeah. I watched greenridge vs ccks. Haha. n grss won 5- 1. My friends and i were like cheering for our school n kutok-ing ccks. Haha. Kene mcm taik ayam. Who is skooling ccks and reading this post, dont b mad. Aniwae, we were like giler2 cheering gor our school. There were matrep there. My friend,farhan, said that they scold one of our school players. Maki dorg alek arh. Haha. Grss played a rough game. Haha. So ccks,stop complaining. Y am i talking so much abt this game?. Im not even playing. Okay. Skip Skip.
Madr was okay. Zul is really a funny guy. Haha. Always making lame but funny jokes every minute. Haha. Tkleh angkat siot. But so far. I nvr expect to learn alot of things at madr. Im glad that my dad put me in madr. Apart from that, I get to see my GF every second. Haha. Smile here. Smile there. I love her smile. Makes me wanna lala. Haha okay. Crap. After madr, accompanied gf to her nenek house and then proceed to dads house.
Fights.Fights. I hate fights. Fights=Shaiful. So i hate shaiful. I dont know wats wrong wif me. Im really crazy. Im not a good bf after all. Always feel jealous. Y?Y?Y?. Pls stop telling me to stop feeling jealous cos i dont know how. I hate myself. Y cant i stop feel so jealous?. Am i supposed to born this way?. Argh. You dont know how does it feel to be like me. I think alot. Am i normal?. Y is there so much question?. okay. I stop now. Ciaos before I explode. Take care ppl .
posted by shaiful at 4:31 AM
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Tuesday, February 06, 2007
his dearest gf(:
hey hey.
im his dearest gf and i love him truckloads! (:
this is so random, but wth, i doooooo love him.
<33
posted by shaiful at 6:32 AM
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Hey Hey!
Gf suggested that i should blog. Hah. Anything for her(= . So here goes . Woke up abt 6 something after i realised that i was otf wif Gf. Hah. Slept otf for so many times now. Aniwae, school was as usual, BORING . Didnt learn anything new but just a revison of what we've learnt in the previous weeks. Eng teacher didnt come to school todae. Hmm. Where is she? Hah.Who cares?*tak baek seh*. After school, a couple of my classmates were decorating the classes for the CNY thingy . I dont know. But aniwae, i didnt stay back bcause i tot today i was going to meet GF so i relek-ed at my dad's house 4 a while but i ended up not meeting her. Her parents fetched her so cant meet her. Hmm. So sad. I was looking forward to meet her. I miss her. Yeah. I miss her. I really3 miss her. God, only you know how much i miss her. How can i not miss the love of my life?. She is my everything. I wanna see her smile in person. I say hie to her face, a smile that i cant erase. Hehe. Out of all people in the world, Shes the one i truly love besides my family. Thank God I found her. I'll always treasure her. Hehe. Hope that i can meet her tml. Its okay if its only for awhile as long i get to meet her. Seeing her smile is just enuff. Okay not enuff. I want a hug from her. Hehe. Ill never get tired of meeting her. Everytime when we wanna meet, I would be ahead of time just to meet her. I don't do anything else. Its like in my mind, i wanna meet her first. Heh. Mcm 'kanciong' plak but i dont know y. Its like meeting her is part of my daily life and it is a must for me. Heh
Okay till then ppl.
I will write more.
Bye. Take care
I say good morning to your face,
A smile I cant erase
posted by shaiful at 5:04 AM
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Sunday, February 04, 2007
Back. Back.
Not updating for how many days,weeks,months but certainly not years. Hah
Haha(=
Many things happened before like problems in r'ship,school,family but im glad now its all okay. I hope now n always will b okay. Gf and me went through alot of probs bfore but now we are OKAY (= . We were fighting all day long,even for the littlest thing, we fought. Hmm but im sure its MY FAULT. Im so sorry baby. Ive made her cry so many times. I didnt mean to dear. I just hope that we wont go through this again. Cause i know we love each other dearly. I really feel that we belong togehter. How do i know that?.Its just a strange feeling inside me. Its like telling you inside your heart ' Shes the one'. Hah. Yeah. I hope that im the one for you. Its been 7 mths and 15 days, never once in one of that days i stop caring about her. N never in the future ill stop loving her. I will love her always. Tats my promise. No matter how rough things goes. Ill find a way to smooth our road to be together happily. Ill try to b a better bf.
I Love You.
And ill be your crying shoulder,
Ill be love's suicide,
And ill be better when im older
The greatest fan of your life
p.s
Valentines day is near. Hah(=
posted by shaiful at 5:05 AM
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